start of a loooooooooooong week for me. its aka the money week. haas
wrk midnight everyday. how great! should be hitting 300+ at the end od da week. =D
everyday wrk,slp,wrk,slp. no tym for other activities.
awaiting for my results. hope it would be fine.
i'll have to clarify one thing. one "fake" promise which i've made abt 2 yrs backk. i think i said tht i would get into a relationship only afta i've finish sec sch or wad. ppl took it seriously. i was just trying to avoid the topic btw me n herr. and because of tht, friends lost trusts and blahblah..
how stupid! annd i now declare tht the "promise" which i've made is farking nt true. maybe u'll think tht i'm cold-blooded, heartless.. blahh. i dont care. nobody should interfere in my personal life. i just dont wanna get into a relationship!
i've changed greatly for the past 2 yrs. more matured. more sensitive to things happening ard. more determination! nutz dudes have always been motivating each other. stayin' close n united.
melvin asked me if ill buy a christmas gift and i said no cause i dont even know whats christmas all about. howw stupid of me. i only know tht its a day which " the cross" ppl celebrates for some reasons and i know it dosent concerns me. so its no point buying a gift or wadsoever.
have been coughing badly for the past 5 days or so. thought tht it could be the activites tht i've played during the sports wrkshop cause its been months since i last ran. wadeva the case, i just hope to recover real soon and be backk to my best for more challenges to come!
signing off, `brokenfakepromise
