its new yr eve.
thought of bloggin some things abt me. cause jaz ask me some qn this morning.. n i realised tht ppl still dont quite understand me..
i believe tht i've change alot afta all these yrs. i'm nt used to ppl saying tht i'm quiet n stuffs noww. it just dont fit into mee. sometyms u might c me alone or stoning.. maybe i just nid some tym off the "buzy" schedule of mine to reflect upon smt or i'm just too tired to entertain someone..
i've guessed it correctly. nobody knows me well.. even nutz. afta soo long.. ppl still see me as a quiet n "everything-keep-to-himself" guyy. some things shouldnt or cannot be said.. in fact, i dont hide anything. those sitting ard me in class should know. u ask n i ans. its tht simple.
i also think tht the way i play soccer may have offended a few ppl. its nt because i've high standards on whatever things i do.. its just tht i want to do my best. i mean, its useless if u r trying to do smt for the team and some others just play as n how they lyk.
i've always wanted to help my team to victory. even if its a weekend game at the street soccer court. think tht its no point playing if u r going out there to lose. for me, its do ur best or sit down n rest.
take example this evening's friendly vs punggol sec. a sch with no soccer team can actually beat us. no doubt we fielded a weak 1st 11. but there's no excuses for our lousy performance. lyk wht mr maran said," if u played well n lose 5-0, it dosent matter. but if u didnt give ur best and thus ended up in the losing team, thts smtin to laugh abt. STUPIDITY!."
misunderstandings occur in our everyday lives. hope ppl cin thiss blogg can understand me better. doubts? queries? ask me.
"Doing anything less than ur best is to sacrifice the gift"
