i've gotten myself into a damn shyt pit-hole.
i jst cant seem to get out of it. i felt uneasy; tht feelin' suck.
im the one who started it. i cant blame anyone on tht.
for the first tym, i felt tht i was a failure.
nth pleases me nw.
im jst nt my usual-self these days.
let me dwell a lil' longer. i'll be ok.
